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A stranger

Lately I've been on a series rampage - The Vampire Diaries, The Originals, The Flash, Scream Queens, The Walking Dead and now Supernatural. One of episodes was about Bloody Marry mistery and of course killing her. It was late and when I went to the bathroom I didn't even look at myself in the mirror, but at night you just can't stop thinking about creepy things.

While laying in bed I tried to imagine my reflection in the mirror, but I couldn't remember how I look like - features, eyes and nose... For some time it felt like I became a stranger or like I was sharing my body with someone else. Even now I can't tell if my eyes are empty or if I look at all without an expression. This is not an after-horror paranoia, trust me.

I'm too sensitive or emotionally unstable. One moment I can laugh and seconds later burst into tears. Talking doesn't help and it's been this way for a month now.