Censorship on my blog

Even though it's my place that I've created a few months ago to describe what I feel and to express myself in some way as well as my way of being, I have to censor some things. It seems to me that bloggers aware of who reads their posts are doing the same. I can't write everything I want, because I know you are reading this. You, the person I want to write about so much, but consciously I'm not doing it to not hurt you. Some of my previous posts, and one that is in the draft must be distorted so it won't complicate matters. So it just needs to be. I'm not stupid and I don't want to be mean, so I will censor. Though, where can I open myself?